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"My name is MSgt Justin Jordan, I worked in the AF Mortuary Affairs for nearly six years. After repeatedly dealing with death and dismay I got
diagnosed with PTSD. I knew I needed help, my wife and kids told me I needed help, but for years I ignored it. I got really good at hiding my constant
uneasiness and flashbacks. Finally, I took the step to get help and my doctor was great he helped me work through a lot of issues with no medication and, for a while, I thought I was cured. I got orders to Kirtland AFB in April 2010, and relished the fact that I had an opportunity to start again with no
PTSD. Then in July the Emcore shooting happened right outside my window at work. There I was again alone, scared, and all at once my visions, my turmoil, my fear of everything had returned and seemingly worse than before.
I couldn't breathe in crowded places, I would drive down the highway going 20 miles an hour convinced that my tire would blow out, I would space out at work and home losing hours of time - my worst fear was becoming reality. One
day at a base event I met Jim from Paws and Stripes, I was having a really bad day as I avoided these types of events almost as a rule, but I had
promised my daughter we would go. Jim looked at me shook my hand and told me that If I had any troops with PTSD or TBI to call him, he had the "cure." I was taken aback at first, a cure, no way! I started researching the organization and it became an obsession with me.Once I had all the facts, I
presented the idea to my doctor at Kirtland AFB. He too had done extensive research on PTSD and service dogs and he agreed it would be a better path than drugs for my treatment. I then approached my leadership and all along the way I found nothing but support. I called Paws and Stripes and they immediately started the ball rolling. They set up times to meet with the trainers, and have provided everything I need to be successful on this journey. I can tell you this with conviction and passion in my heart,
Paws and Stripes is saving my life! Dallas is my dog she is a two year old English Bulldog and she goes with me everywhere, she helps me navigate with this terrible affliction and the best thing is through the help of Paws and Stripes, my doctor, and my commander, I have been approved to stay on Active Duty. This means the world to me as I have served for the last 17 years and did not want to
throw that away. During my battle with PTSD somewhere along the way I lost my faith. Well, good news, I'm starting to regain that, and I would like to tell Paws and Stripes something I haven't said in a long long time...God Bless You!"
-Master Sergeant Justin Jordan,
in the United States Air Force
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